“Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.” – Aristotle
Mosquitos are just the most persistent insects, I swear!
They hover, they buzz, and then they bite, leaving me irritated and shaking my fists. However, mosquitoes may be telling me to practice tenacity.
A mosquito in the house is more like a shove, trying to get me to consider how I really handle frustration and anger.
So no matter what it is that bugs me, I need to understand the spiritual message here is to become patient with my frustrations.
Persistence is easier said than done. I wish with every fiber of my being that I could wave a wand and make all the little, nagging tasks in life go away.
But perhaps mosquitoes in my room are precisely the motivation I need to cultivate greater patience when life gets a little bit irritating.
It is about energy vampirism
“Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.” – Proverbs 4:23
In the same way as mosquitoes feeding off their host, some people in my life are draining me emotionally and spiritually.
These “energy vampires” are contributing to my energetic fatigue – demanding constantly, negative or manipulative in their approach.
When I see mosquitoes swarming around me, I know that it is time to reflect on the situation.
I think that maybe I am leaking energy from the mosquito “folks.”
They may be helping me to guard my emotional borders as fiercely as I would my territory from real-life mosquitoes.
It is about purification
“Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.” – Psalm 51:10
I consider mosquitoes as a lesson for purification.
Much like the green algae blooms that form upon standing water, spiritual clutter begins to collect throughout my life if I permit it and become a breeding ground for all types of muck. It is more than frustrating.
Definetely, I need to reconnect my surroundings, physical and other.
If I find mosquitoes in my home, it is a level dragging me to perhaps need another layer of detoxing.
This perhaps manifests for me in ways like clearing my space and allowing (literal) energy to flow more freely.
A time of taking out the trash and releasing all emotional baggage, settling unresolved conflicts, and not holding on to negative thoughts.
I can turn to rituals like sage smudging, intention setting, or simply opening the windows for fresh air and light.
And this purification process isn’t just something on the outside.
At the same time that I am cleaning up my outside, among other things, because of it, there start one after another run-in in my inner side new positive and clean energy.
“The unexamined life is not worth living.” – Socrates
Mosquitoes represent the awareness with which I should move through this world.
Living fully present means ordinary events and qualities find themselves graced by God, who cares about every little thing.
I tend to just think of mosquitos as an annoyance, but perhaps they are symptomatic of a larger issue.
Probably, I am not paying enough attention to the little things that create my existence.
Perhaps when they invade my space, it is a sign for me to listen more acutely to the energy that envelops me.
It is an awareness that reaches further than just my home in the sense of noticing its physical state and also experiencing what emotional or spiritual reality I am actually living in.
In the same way those mosquitos are evolving with my taste changes, I am also growing ready to open up and pay attention to what feels like minor but important shifts in my life.
It is about the fragility of life
“Life is fragile, handle with care.” – Unknown
When it comes to mosquitos, I think about how fragile they are every time.
I reflect on their short and seemingly unappreciated life cycles, which makes me wonder about my mortality.
Whenever they come into my house, I stop and think about how unpredictable life can be.
And, just like these small beings, the fleeting presence of each one has worth.
Similarly, I may not be aware of someone or some circumstances that suck my energy until it throws me off balance.
At least in my case, coming out of interaction with the emotional “energy vampires” feels like discovering I have been bitten by a mosquito and scratching my arm.
This moment is a time to check myself on how I am doing emotionally.
It shows me that these little energy sucks are there, and I can detect them before they become problems in my life.
It is about my rediscovery and reconnection to the inner me.
And making mental notes in a conscious effort to establish boundaries dedicated only to maintaining work-life equilibrium. In doing so, I can take back control over my energy.
Self-Preservation
“Self-preservation is the first law of nature.” – Samuel Butler
This process of self-preservation is something I can simply forget about, but it really helps me to feed my soul and emotions.
When I see mosquitoes, my mind interprets them as an omen.
This is much like how my body intuitively reaches for repellent to protect myself from their bites.
Likewise, I must guard my inner depths from emotional and spiritual incursions
It is super important at the end of the day to know when enough and get back used to setting those boundaries again.
In some cases, this has translated into creating space between myself and those that suck my energy — whether through negativity, manipulation, or unrelenting demands.
This is not to say that I am eliminating people but being selective in how and with whom I expend my energy.
Self-preservation is an act of self-respect where I place myself higher on the priority list than what other people want/need based on their prior expectations from my past.
I’m Bulgarea Candin Stefan and I have started Spiritual Whirlwinds to pass my learnings from my spiritual journey. Spiritualwhirlwinds.com provides a space of spiritual awakening with guided meditations, e-books, mantras, and pendulum readings.